Mon-El tells Kara that he is the leader of the Legion and Imra tells Kara how inspiring she is to her. I did it to save you, and I would have done it again in a heartbeat., Lena smirks. The damage was already done when I first had to go into space in your pod. Clark glances at her, tilting his head. Ah! What happened?, Kara sighs, shaking her head and looking out the window at the city. Put down the gun and we can all have a nice chat. That it was an act. Why? He catches her faraway look at the mention of the award. Alex watches them leave, waiting several minutes until her back disappears from sight and around a building. I will. Yeah, that doesnt really help. She couldnt lie to her. Whatever she did during the crisis had damaged it badly, and he wasnt going to let it stand. What the hell? She whispers to herself, grabbing her clutch from the table and running out the doors. She found time, made time if there wasnt any. She hurriedly wipes at her eyes, clearing her tears embarrassed. He lays still, pretending to be asleep. He tilts his head at her, and without looking back at Kara, he jogs over to the little girl and picks her up, carrying her away. Kara and Mon-El finally get together at the end of 2x13 (Mr. & Mrs. Mxyzptlk). The hijinks and the gifts and the stubbornness Ive all come to miss. Her eyes open and she stares down the barrel of a specific Kryptonite pistol. Lena. We can both fall be in love with who we are actually in love with now. Daxam has been gone for a thousand years, but interplanetary politics remain a nightmare. So why are you here?, He hums, thinking. It wasnt how her plan was supposed to go. Lenas pace slows as Karas speeds up. Lena almost committed an act of terrorism today, something she wouldnt have been able to come back from if she succeeded. Her mouth unhinges and she lets out a scream, then moves her body more, finding all new parts of her that are broken. We will rescue you tonight.. I wanted to check in on you.. William knows. Theres nothing in the works. Once Mon-El left the room, Kara started sobbing. I made a promise to myself that I would never trust you again, Kara. And I love you now. She closes her eyes, sighing. I still care about you. His mouth was searching for the words I still love you, but he knows better than to say them now, at least not yet. But the people you care about most dont. Hey, are you okay? Okay, this is bigger than I thought. Im here for humanity. She should have known it was going to be him. Lying to your best friend for years and getting everyone involved to fool her into thinking you were just a mere human.. Theres a knock at Lenas door and she stands and smiles before striding over to it. She throws off her covers, ripping open the door. Hes Mine. She weeps for their soon-to-be-shattered friendship, she weeps for her dead brother, and she weeps for herself. Eventually, he got a job at the local bar my family was always at, so I couldnt really get rid of him. No, only me. When Lena first arrived at the DEO, the first person she saw was Kara. Its always, Oh, Mon-El, hes so wise or Oh, now he has a wife, Im glad hes found love, its been so long for him. Lex was Supermans, and now Im yours., But we can change that, Kara says, motioning between them. FANON She gazes at her guilty, and flashes back to Mon-El. You are not my friend, Alex Danvers. She steps back, looking down at the smiling blonde boy sitting heavily on the cement. In the episodes leading up to 3x07, Kara is shown to miss Mon-El greatly, including daydreaming about him in 3x01 and looking at photos of them together. Let us form a plan to get him out of the public eye now, or risk him giving me a chance to stop him permanently., You would kill my brother for what? But its true. From all the adrenaline of pushing Kara, she hadnt noticed her own pain until her sister holds her. Hesitantly, she lays her arms on Karas back and shoulder, pulling her hair out of her face. You would do that? Lenas heart shatters once more in the hands of Kara. She still loved her. When I confronted her about it, she said she was going to use me like I used her. I can assure you, I most definitely do not have everything locked down., But you come across as so put together? Ms. But this was also her darkest thoughts that her enemy was infusing into her head through telepathic frequencies. Inspired from the series Supergirl S2x10 And friends I dont really have time for those at the moment. She looks up, smirking at Alexs raised eyebrows. She drops her, and Lena falls to the ground in a heap, crying out in pain. And all that thinking had made her thirsty. This night will be great. I told her., Ah, but not before I beat you to it. Long enough to know you have been hurt by the people you care about too many times. You want to know the worst part about it? Alex stares at her deeply, listening. Its why the DEO doesnt have my name on file. No, its me, Kara answers, walking over to her bedside. You had plenty of chances, plenty of opportunities. On Argo, I think we had a moment that was interrupted. I give you about an hour for your surgery and then I wouldnt wait any longer to talk to Lena.. Is he going to be her protector or the man that will eventually break her heart? Team, Alex joins, throwing her hand in. How it sounded so fresh and complete and new. But dont count out Alex, James, Lena, or any others. I wont tell her., He waves a hand through the air. All in a days work, Kara remarks, sighing and filing away the folder into a larger stack. Eventually, several tears begin to roll down her cheeks, dripping onto her pants. Alex hesitates, sighing and glancing over at her. She flinches, surprised. They look around the room once more and Kara finds what shes looking for. How did I get so lucky to have met you?, She doesnt know what to say to his drunken words, so she improvises with humor. She stands in front of her desk, leaning against it with her arms crossed, a glass of whiskey beside her. Kara couldnt go a day when they were together without telling him what she was thinking or how she felt. Lena tilts her head at him, brow furrowed. We all still love you. If you cant get past this, then whats the point in calling yourself a hero? He bought me time to get as far away as possible. She turns to Alex. And all the while there wasnt a single, honest moment in our friendship.. Alex stares at her, head cocked and confused at the mangled girl coming toward her. Kara hangs her head shamefully, hopping back over to Jonn and jumping up on the bed. She pulls her hands away from Alexs mouth. What is it? He asks. He smiles at her, finally sitting down and wrapping an arm around her. If I told you, you wouldnt believe me, Kara pants, the pain radiating through her face pounds with each pulse and every word. Love you.. A collection of OneShots for the Arrowverse. What do you mean? Winn, she gasps, reaching forward and prying the cuffs off that shackle him to the table. Im about to go on.. Hello? He calls. You will grieve for me, but you will press on. I dont know, it happens to the best of us. I know the little boy I grew up with. Whos Kara? Lena asks, confused at his statement. Dont beat yourself up over it. Kara turns her head and looks away from him. Alex? Her arms are met with Kara, her sisters hands sliding up her forearms to her biceps. She raises the gun, her hand slightly shaking as she aims the barrel at the symbol on Karas chest. I can make it up to him.. They climb and once they near the top, Kara covers his eyes with her hand. He looks down, unknowingly. Her own brother, Alex. She hadnt seen him this happy in days, weeks even. Karas eyes widen. She takes it around her loft, gathering the pictures with him and her, wondering if hell even want them. Her voice levels into a hated monotone. Ever since he lost Russell, he had been craving a close human connection. Have some tea, hmm? What are you wearing?, Kara looks down at her slim, curve-cutting dress. Alexs wakes from her slumber at the sound of her sister and sits up, blinking rapidly. Im glad that my work has gained the respect of many of my idols. She hadnt returned to her loft, insisted against Alexs pleas to go home that shed rather sleep in the on-call room. Which reminds me that I will need to go home soon. Her thoughts are suddenly filled with Mon-El, what over-the-top reaction he will have when she arrives home earlier than expected. This was certainly not what she expected. I know shes broken and needs someone in her life, but she just doesnt want that. He has his little sister to protect despite having nothing, no family, and no lover to die for.She lost everything but gained someone she wants to protect. Theres no crime, no evil in National City, or everywhere for that matter.. She steps onto her floor at Catco, eyes darting to catch any glimpses of new faces. tip: hetalia f/f sort:kudos. I do. She wraps her arms around Kara and her friend returns the embrace, her brows knitting as she looks over her desk for any sign of her strange behavior. She stands weakly, tears streaming down her face. We have no way of getting to her, making contact, tracking her, so well have to do it the old fashioned way.. Meeting someone who makes me feel welcome is always helpful, but meeting someone like you made me feel like I belonged. And slowly, she brings up her gaze to meet Alexs eyes. Im here, he says with a hesitant hand on her shoulder. She knew his feelings had shifted from her to the other woman. Please, Alex. The hero had broken into a government building and stolen Lex Luthors private journals that contained nuclear projects, bombs that could wipe out Kryptonians, and she didnt even bat an eye. He didnt break her heart because he didnt love her. Kara doesnt answer, she just cracks her knuckles nervously. The talking turns to arguing, then yelling. Wait, so does this mean I am the full-time director of the DEO? Done, Kara murmurs, swallowing a mouthful of blood. The pistol is now at her feet, useless on the ground. Ill see you later.. Alex thought they were sisters. Suddenly, the Fortress is silent. Lena leads her to the basement where she holds her lab. Yelling erupts from the other side of it, and the fist that knocks doesnt stop. That was the biggest difference between them. Tell Jonn that I loved him like a father, and that I hope he can find his path soon, Kara begins, starting her list of farewells. She throws off the covers tiredly and fumbles towards the door. With Imra standing there?, Kara rolls her eyes. The DEO and CatCo reporters could turn their stories and missions onto smaller cases and have some diversity with their writings. A coworker who has proved himself to her and gone out of his way to impress her. That they have a child who will soon be another super. But you know how stubborn she can be to ask for help, shes like you in that way, so she goes through each day on less than two hours of sleep and a phone thats always ringing. Kara, he says stopping her. You did this. He drapes his jacket over her shoulders and offers her his arm to walk to the bus stop. Lying about what?, He smiles at her innocence, unable to meet her eyes. Youre going to kill her! Alex pleads, desperately wishing she had Kryptonite with her and hating that she let her sister get this far. Marsdin nods, stepping forward and making her way further into the DEO. All she can do is nod. Are you safe?. Twenty or so more minutes. I dont know, he starts. Betrayed. I put on an act to make you believe I still cared about you. She takes a step forward, but her sister turns to her with glowing eyes that are dripping with boiling tears. Its all my fault.. The villain on my Earth had taken her and I needed to be there.. What now?. I dont get out much either with work, but when I first came to Catco and Andrea put us on puff pieces, my assignment was a restaurant review., Kara sucks in air through her teeth. Shes the best version of yourself. Lena turns back to her, eyes landing on a teary Kara. I dont know what youre talking about.. There might be some about you. She stares at him apologetically, tilting her head. Im so glad youre here! she greets warmly. Once his clothes are packed, she tapes the box shut and sets it aside, moving on to the next. The couple lays on the couch, Kelly between Alexs legs and leaning on her chest as the two of them are covered in blankets. Hey! William smiles, clapping as she sips triumphantly. Kara watches her a moment, and when Lena reaches for her wine glass again, Kara grabs her hand and returns it to the couch. He edges along as she speaks and Kara narrows her eyes at him. Whats next?, Youll have to live it to see. 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